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Spandar
Herum Mand
Ecapt/Nebcra
- 1.3E10
I Am That One
We don't know if our Life began
on a planet, in Space itself, or somewhere we cannot even imagine. All
we
can be sure of is that it began its planetary phase
on one or another
of those worlds spawned by most A and F class stars as a part of their
formation
- and their deaths; their rocky cores can only be produced by the heavy
elements
spewed out by those very same stars when they nova. Indeed, that is the
price
of our gift of life, we meet a grisly end if we fail to evolve quickly
enough
to reach Space. We lost nearly twenty percent of our worlds that way
before
the Torsyne Advent.
Unlike the planets in the outer orbits of our stars, those occupying
the inner ones possessed temperatures high enough to cause their
hydrogen and helium to boil off into Space. The
gases that remained were mostly methane, ammonia, and water vapor, with
traces
of carbon monoxide, carbon dioxide and nitrogen. With gravitational
fields
that on some worlds exceeded 10g at the solid surface, the pressures of
the
planetary gases on this, in combination with the vigorous electrical
and
photochemical activity, turned their lower layers into an oleaginous
liquid
thousands of meters deep. But it did not stay in contact with that
surface
for long, water poured out through fissures in the rock to form oceans
that
could themselves be thousands of meters deep. There were therefore very
few
worlds and very few places on them where bare rock pierced through,
only
the peaks of the very highest undersea mountains.
Life on these worlds initially based itself on a number of genetic
molecules, but the Ijusta one so
familiar to us today quickly predominated once it evolved. With codons
based
on groups of four nucleotides, the silasands of
its resulting cells
could select from a range of over eighty carnoaprennas to
build their proseils. And they could build
quickly, which was just as well.
Since Evolution is itself blind, it has go down many blind corridors in
a
random maze before it finds one that leads to the next level of Life's
curious
structure. Yet while each such level is also a random maze, they all
have
roughly the same shape on each world, are usually reached in the same
order,
and together have the same rough time limit for completion, around 200
million
years from the first single-celled life-form.
The life Ijusta produced almost universally began
by splitting itself into two mutually dependent Kingdoms;
stationary Plants that produced nitrogen through photosynthesis, and
motile
Animals that used this to manufacture the cyanogen the Plants needed.
The evolution of this life then often mistook speed for vigor to the
point where it risked choking itself
off. This was because one or another of the varieties of Plant life, or
`saeconu'
as we would come to call it, formed strands that grew just below the
surface
of the Oil Ocean. The thickness of the oil however did not prevent it
from
being driven by the hundreds of kilometer an hour winds to form waves
several
tens of meters high. But as the strands of saeconu grew and thickened,
the
surface stiffened. This allowed the strands to thicken even more and
mat
together, making the surface quite immovable except for the rising and
falling
of tides on those worlds with sufficiently large moons. Eventually the
mats
grew thick and tough enough to form a single solid floating sheet
covering
each entire world, though sometimes not at the poles. Although their
heavy
atmospheres ensured that the temperature differences between polar and
equatorial
regions were no more than a few degrees, this was still sometimes
sufficient
to deter growth there.
Where it did grow, the saeconu did not stop at providing a flat
surface. Since it was able to keep feeding itself by drawing up the oil
on which it floated through capillary action, it remained alive
throughout its fibrous bulk. It therefore kept on growing and
expanding, buckling into hills and valleys like a sintui outgrowing
some vast spherical partan dish. As a result these
folds could grow into hills and valleys of up to a thousand meters in
height or depth. Paraffin `rains' then began to fall on their lee sides
to bring these worlds their first true weather.
Many of the valleys were correspondingly
deep enough to descend well into the Oil Ocean. The oil then seeped
through
to create lakes, often very large ones since capillary action would
draw
yet more oil through to raise their surfaces above that of the oil
below.
Although the saeconu itself would immediately try to cover and fill
these
lakes, so many nutrients had been filtered out of the oil that a thin
surface
layer was often all it could achieve. In those places where a fold was
so
deep it reached the Water Ocean, the saeconu died, though it still
soaked
up the water's minerals in large quantities. This not only affected the
way
the saeconu above and the various other Plants it contained grew and
formed,
it also changed its basic yellow coloration.
The lakes became the primary sites at which animal life evolved.
Animals and the other plants had already evolved a variety of forms
within the oil, but they had the tough barrier of gravity to cross to
climb into the saeconu let alone onto it. Those
that reached the lakes instead were able to use them as a half-way
stage,
for their oil was thinner and less supportive. The animals began by
shrinking
the cells of which they were made to give them and themselves
sufficient
structural strength. Those with internal skeletons of any kind had to
forgo
them for external monocoque ones with internal partitions to minimize
movement
of their vital organs. These cases also had to be flat and wide with no
appendages
except the many legs required to move them, often many more than the
ten
we have today. Muscles of course also had to become at least ten times
stronger.
Few animals therefore ever flew, and those that did were not
self-powered,
but developed lifting-body forms that put them at the random mercies of
the
wind.
The plants also had to overcome similar problems, plus special ones of
their own. Most became low, flat, and
so closely brachiated that they presented a near-solid surface to the
world.
This provided for both their physical support and the essential
exchange
of gasses needed for their life.
With the generally orange and deep red colorations of those Plants, the
blues and purples of the Animals,
and the yellows of the saeconu itself, our worlds acquired for that
first
time that exquisite beauty of coloration those of us who spent most of
our
time in Space prior to the Advent appreciated so much when we returned
to
them.
Then, finally, that extraordinary pincer-eye-brain evolutionary loop
happened to one of those little blue animals
on many of those worlds to produce us, the
Hysadder. Our intelligence
would not help us with everything, especially our population growth. In
that
respect we were no better than the saeconu that supported us. Once a
world
became covered in hundreds of trillions of individuals, each capable of
producing
ten offspring in a lifetime, then even accident and disease could not
prevent
the buildup of a reproductive momentum that doubled our numbers every sulyet.
Our first solution, if one could call it a solution, was that of
warfare. This became the primary driving
force behind the cultural evolution of virtually all Hysaddic races, at
least
those known to have survived. As most races learn however, warfare is
most
effectively conducted not when individual fights individual, but when
they
group together to fight other groups. Within each group there must
therefore
be a strong sense of common cause, and it was upon this that the more
benevolent
Hysadden emotions developed. These, working in a complementary way with
our
original baser instincts, led us in turn to those things which define a
culture,
from ethics to entertainment. Then, in that same hard trial and error
way
in which a mind must apparently move from passionate idealism to
pragmatic
maturity, our primitive lennenes of myth and
legend were cut away
and replaced with the more solid structures of science and technology.
That lead us in turn to the second solution to our population problem.
It was the same in fact as the one the saeconu had adopted: grow
upwards. We did, and we spread to all the
other worlds we could find that were suitable for our kind. We took
where
we could only those worlds where life had not yet evolved, or was
clearly
at its earliest stages of evolution. Those days of our Great Expansion
were
filled with peace and delight; we had much to discover, and we could
range
as far and as wide as we pleased.
Then came the cursed Nessiks, the Sumal Wars, and the third and
apparently final solution to our problems, the Torsyne. They cost us
our freedom to live as we pleased and pay the fair
and reasonable price for it to which we had always been accustomed.
And now, to the very best of my knowledge, I am the last Hysadder to
have lived in those free times, during which I was a simple trader in
antique timepieces. After the Torsyne Advent, like most everybody else,
I did nothing. I have only been busy
again during these last few weeks of my life trying through the
Iskurahi to
locate others who knew those free and wondrous times. But there really
appears
to be nobody else left.
Now it will soon by my turn to leave, when my case finally splits open
and spills my life into the kavuma in which I now
lie. That is what I have chosen, the good old fashioned
free way. At least they have allowed me that. So in the meantime,
farewell, and may you find a solution to your new problems and a better
use for your freedom than we made of ours.
If you ever win it back.
Lindrisirpednu
Sunda/Far Pranrana/Iskurahi
- 3.9E6
Far Pranrana
The cultural evolution of my World's
people was very unusual compared to that of most Worlds. We discovered
all
the right things in all the right order, rather like those very few
children
whose progress towards adulthood seems so smooth and certain one cannot
imagine
anything standing in their way. And that was because, like most such
children,
we had a good start. The philosophical and scientific discoveries of
our
immediate predecessors were not only solid foundations on which to
build,
the administrative and engineering skills we also developed for
ourselves
enabled us to develop that vital feedback relationship between science
and
technology without which neither is possible. We therefore bypassed the
adolescent
`dark ages' most Worlds undergo; what can often take several thousand
years
took barely three hundred on Far Pranrana.
We were also apparently eloquent communicators, for Science soon came
to be accepted as being the most demonstrably effective way of
describing Fundamental Reality by all of Far Pranrana's cultures
and religions except the most primitive. Yet although Science may have
replaced
all our Creation Myths and other Special Explanations, the original
superstructures
of tradition, custom and ritual remained. A person was therefore able
to
feel he was still in touch with what Science itself reassured him would
always
remain ultimately inexplicable. Indeed, the Far Pranranan
interpretation
of Science as showing `how Reality is made, not who
made it'
was as important to our new worldwide culture as Science itself.
However the price we would soon pay for this precociously early accord
between mind, body and soul would
turn out to be as strange and unique as our World itself. Perhaps if
Far
Pranrana had followed the more conventionally erratic way of things and
undergone
the upheavals and cataclysms most Worlds apparently must as a part of
their
development, it might have survived what was to come.
Our Contact went well enough, indeed we found it enlightening. Unlike
most Worlds, we had no feeling that
the Scientific ground had been cut from under our feet. We not only saw
the
Torsyne as the only logical outcome of Organic Life's experiments with
intelligent
machines, but the most fortunate that could possibly have occurred.
Barely weeks afterwards however, before our initial euphoria had time
to wear off, a long-dormant volcano near
Far Pranrana's equator suddenly blew itself out of the sea in a
cataclysm of far greater proportions than anything in our planet's
history. The resulting dust particles swirled all over our upper
atmosphere and dimmed our skies to the point where most of our staple
crops failed. Before Contact of course this would have been disastrous
for us. But now people all over the world were able to watch and enjoy
the spectacular thunderstorms as they blew through
the mellow, autumnal days that began and ended with the most
spectacular dawns
and sunsets any World has ever seen. But even that was not all, for a
purely
coincidental series of electrical outbursts on our Sun filled our
nights
with auroral arcs, streamers and curtains of rippling primary colors
that
reached well into the subtropical regions.
We had never experienced anything
like a Romantic Era at any time in our cultural history, our unusually
early
preoccupation with the more intellectually rigorous aspects of Human
Reality
had precluded any such self-indulgence. But now, with this deluge of
meteorological
narcotics, the last barriers preventing our people from uniting
completely
into One finally went down. There was no way we could prevent ourself
as an entire World from being swept up in a
hopelessly tumultuous storm
of yearning, ecstatic Passion.
This didn't mean however that
we spent all our days languishing in narcotic bliss. Indeed, most of us
were
busier than we had ever been in our entire lives. We indulged ourselves
in
an orgy of reconstruction of the kind many Worlds do after Contact, but
at
such a vastly accelerated pace that some concern began to be felt in
the
Iskurahi which I had, as a government official, then become closely
involved.
We rid our World of all its rubbish and its environmental eyesores. We
cleaned
up our towns and cities, our sprawling industrial estates, the
landscapes
that had been despoiled by mining or slash-and-burn agriculture, our
lakes,
rivers and oceans. Not that there was really very much cleaning up to
do,
for having made our lives Voluntary at a far earlier stage than most
Worlds,
our entire population had at that time stabilized at one hundred
million.
But the task nevertheless seemed colossal and urgent, we even treated
the
vast numbers of Tinsla we `borrowed' as if these too would share our
New
World on equal terms when the work was done.
Once our self-appointed task was complete, we just walked away from our
old lives and moved into the once-remote
coastal areas and natural parklands with little more than bedding, one
or
two of our favorite belongings, a Doanadar, and a Taurnal Dome for
shelter.
Many people in the tropics didn't even bother with those items, they
left
everything behind to live like self-styled `Children of Nature' in the
Primeval
Nursery. All that is except for our Pasovir-Equivalents; we were one of
the
very few Worlds to develop those independently. Not only could we look
at those exquisite dawns and sunsets, we could
actually fly into them, ducking and weaving round
cumulus clouds or following along the
lines of rich, golden cirrus like huge birds.
All this began to raise even more questions for the Iskurahi, for what
would happen when the dust literally settled and the atmospheric magic
dispersed, as it eventually had to do?
The answer began to dawn when
people began to disappear. Only in ones and twos at first, then a few
more
at a time. They apparently just rose in the middle of the night and
walked
into our Terminal Facilities which had been a part of our culture
almost
as soon as it first arose. Perhaps that very same question had begun to
gnaw
away at the back of their minds too. Yet the
people who remained went
about their new lives as if none of this was happening, as if they
didn't
notice. Or chose not to.
There was nothing the Iskurahi could do, even when those quiet
disappearances became an accelerating trend. Had it been a physical
disease epidemic that was causing my people to die in
their thousands, then in their millions, they would have been able
to intervene. But because of the Torsyne Population Restrictions they
had
to treat this `epidemic' as if all those people had individually
decided to enter the Facilities of their own free
will. Nor could they declare the
World a Lalleldil Community because of that fine line between
non-interference and justifiable cause. For we had no deranged leaders,
secret meetings, exhortations,
no persuasion of any kind. Nor were any off-worlders involved since our
Emergence
was still two decades away. There appeared to be nothing more than a
simple
tacit understanding passing from one person to another like some
horrendous
preternatural electricity.
By the time that long magic autumn came to an end, nearly thirty
percent of my World's entire population had vanished from its face. The
effect on those who remained cut so deeply that a second rash of
Terminations broke out, for a life in which close friends,
relatives, even one's parents might suddenly not be there was just too
painful.
The cycle of loss and disappearance that built up quickly became
self-sustaining,
then finally even more all-consuming than the disaster which had
triggered
it.
And now, after just five years,
Far Pranrana has become beautifully clean, parklike, Romantic, empty.
Only the Primitive Tribes and the Tinsla, charged
with the task of maintaining it as we left it, remain.
The Iskurahi have not Closed our World Out however. Nor will they do
so, for there is nothing to Close Out. Most of the
last survivors, numbering just 988 of us in all, happened to be on
other Worlds at the time of its bewitching and were lucky enough not to
be drawn back by it. We have now mostly drifted away in our ones and
twos to other Worlds, never to return. Far Pranrana has now become one
of
those extremely rare Worlds in which, although its civilization had
died,
the World itself lives on.
And the future? Perhaps one of the Primitive Tribes will arise to take
our places, perhaps they will just
die out. All I know is that I too will never go back. It is as if Far
Pranrana
has become some vast, exquisitely detailed engraving, and just as
impossible
to live in.
TRANSIT
"Please tell us, Eve," Quincey tested her
again, grinning from ear to ear.
"No," Eve replied firmly
as if Quincey was a willful child whom she no longer felt obliged to
indulge.
"The Iskurahi asked me not to spoil your nice surprise. Now let me get
on
with some navigation will you? Otherwise you won't see it today."
"Don't tease the spaceship, Quince," Barkworth gave her hand a squeeze.
It was perhaps just as well that Eve's Transfer Point turned out to be
only ten minutes away from Rock of Ages. It could just as easily have
been on the other side of that strange World's sun, now swinging gently
into position directly overhead at last in
Eve's prosaic black star-filled `sky'.
At last its center lay exactly on the line between Eve and her
indeterminable destination unguessable light-years
away. Then, with a cursory "we're on our way," Eve signaled the
beginning
of the fifteen to twenty minute-long Transfer that always fascinated
her
passengers even though she had taken them through it so many times over
the
nearly two years since they had first found her.
They nestled down into the sofa so that they could watch more
comfortably.
At first the star's appearance didn't change. Then, slowly, it turned
green. Then blue, then purple. The Doppler effect was shifting the
visible light the star predominantly emitted down the spectrum as Eve
picked up speed on her headlong plunge toward it.
Suddenly, as this radiation moved into the invisible ultraviolet, it
dimmed
noticeably and began to vary wildly in size as the fainter infrared,
microwave
and radio frequencies it emitted from its variety of `surfaces' became
visible
as colors in their turn. The star began to look more and more like a
reflection
in a black plastic diffraction grating that was beginning to buckle as
it
melted...
Quincey and Barkworth had first met Eve on the World of Far Pranrana, a
World that had been the strangest and most beautiful they had visited
in the few months they had then known each other.
For a brief period in its history, it had been one of the strangest and
most beautiful in the whole of Paradise. Then it became one of the most
tragic.
And indeed the landscape Quincey
and Barkworth flew over using their Pasovirs on that fateful evening had
looked like the engraving that World's last survivor
had described.
Lit by a summer moon half again as big as Earth's, the lakes, rivers,
fields
and forests rolling by beneath them gleamed as if crisply impressed
into
a heavy Watman's paper.
They knew they probably shared the island, at least as big as Britain,
with tens rather than hundreds of
other people. Mass curiosity about Far Pranrana had vanished soon after
its
population. Visitors now either came across it purely by chance in the
Teklanmeh,
or heard about it from others as Quincey and Barkworth had during a
Conversation.
Some were drawn to it by its extraordinary story, but most came only to
see
what a world that had been frozen in time for so unimaginably long
looked
like. Still, no matter how few came, so long as they kept on coming
there
was no reason why Far Pranrana shouldn't continue as it was until the
end
of Paradise itself.
Barkworth wondered what thoughts were going through Quincey's mind when
he glanced the short distance across to her. But when she looked back
at him she only smiled a quiet smile.
" - Look..!" he heard through his Hilashel a few moments later. He saw
her pointing towards a small wood lining the inside of a low
horseshoe-shaped hill down towards their left.
He then noticed the odd little building in the clearing at the bottom.
Circular, perhaps ten meters across, it looked like an outdoor stage of
some sort.
"Let's go take a look."
He lengthened his Pasovir's Taurnal Wings and reduced thrust so that he
could glide. As he approached the building, he slipped into a wide,
lazy circle round it so he could examine
it more closely.
He glanced around for Quincey expecting her to be right behind him, but
instead she was for some reason heading straight for a landing on the
highest part of the hill. Tightening his curve, he then straightened
out and added thrust to gain altitude. Then,
flaring for his own landing, he dropped down close behind her on what
felt
like a springy, neatly mown turf.
"There's something funny about
these trees," she explained, leading him towards the narrow graveled
pathway
she had also spotted. "I'm not even sure they're native to the planet.
It's
hard to tell with so many different varieties all close together."
"Might originally have been a botanical garden of some sort." He
shrugged his shoulders.
"Could be..." she replied as she stepped onto the crunchy pathway.
Tall, graceful Conifers mixed with
broader leaf Deciduous in Local Equivalents of everything surrounded
them
as they made their way down the path's meandering turns; `Birch',
`Oak',
`Pine', `Redwood', `Magnolia', even a `Cherryblossom' in full flower.
They
could also see a few `tropical' varieties even though the island was in
Far
Pranrana's southern temperate zone; Barkworth saw a `Nikau Palm', a
`Paw-paw',
and another resembling a `Monkey-puzzle' that grew in only two
dimensions.
Yet as Quince had said, there was something odd about them, even in a
Paradise
of Biological Parallels.
Then he had it. They seemed to have a strangely stylized appearance, as
if they were huge bonsai versions of even huger trees. Perhaps it was
only the light. Looking up, Barkworth felt somehow that he could have
counted each and every one of their leaves silhouetted against that
eerily numinous sky. He gave her his impressions.
"You're absolutely right. How weird ..." She looked up yet again with
renewed curiosity.
An astringent freshness suddenly hit his nostrils as if to hint at an
early morning dew.
When they finally entered the clearing, the little building was still a
surprise. Its columnaded stage
looked as if one of Earth's ancient classical ballets might once have
been
performed on it. Yet although the building certainly looked ancient
with its ivy-like vines climbing up its columns and even over the
architrave towards the rear, it was not a ruin. The marble was neither
chipped nor even
stained.
He laughed. "You know, I can
see whole phalanxes of ballerinas sweeping in stage right to give the
most
heartrendingly Romantic performances of their lives."
"Or a bunch of guys doing an all-blades-out Julius Caeser," Quincey
laughed.
"But it doesn't fit, does it? All the architecture
on this planet - what there is of it - is straight out of Machu Pichu,"
Barkworth said as they reached the foot of its steps and looked all
round it. "Since it's unique to this planet, I guess it has to
look like something else somewhere else in Paradise. In this case
it just happens to look Greco-Roman."
Quincey and Barkworth climbed the steps up onto the stage and peered
all round them. Barkworth was looking up beyond the architrave into the
intensely brilliant galactic firmament of
the sky when Quincey made that remark that would change their lives
forever:
"Such ghostly walls to embrace the souls of so many ghostly players..."
A sound like the wind moaning through the trees came up all around
them, and the building seemed to stir. Barkworth nearly laughed before
the hairs stood up on the back of his neck.
"Barkworth ..!"Quincey screamed as she rushed to fling her arms around
him. Unfortunately she had forgotten they were still wearing their
Pasovirs. She unclasped him quickly.
"...Hello..." a voice whispered so faintly
he wasn't sure he had heard it at all under Quincey's rapid breathing.
" - Hello..." the voice
was louder this time. "My name is Eeeeve..."
The way she pronounced it was like the sound of the wind they had just
heard.
"Who - who are you?" Barkworth asked nervously,
his eyes darting all over the building. Her voice
- at least it sounded female - seemed to come from
the air itself.
"I am all around you. You are standing within me. I am a stage as you
can see, but I am also something more..."
The sound of the wind was stronger this time. Then Barkworth heard a
stretching noise. He looked around
and saw that the stems of the vines round her columns were whitening
and
binding as if being pulled out by the roots. When some finally broke
away
and began to slide down the columns, he and Quincey looked at each
other
in disbelief. The building was lifting.
"I can go wherever you wish me to take you... " Eve said as she held
herself suspended a meter or two in the air.
"Deus Meo..." was all
Quincey could say.
"I have been here a very long
time," Eve said as she let herself settle back to the ground again, "eighteen
thousand of your years. And of all the visitors I have
received in that
time, you are the first to speak that phrase that has woken me. My
friends
commanded me to sleep until the time I heard it spoken again. They knew
that
that might be a very long time, but they felt I
would have the best
chance of waking amongst friends."
"Who were your friends? - And how is that you can
speak to us in English?" Quincey asked her. Barkworth could see a whole
flood of questions begin to write themselves all over her
face.
"I can read Hilashels like all sentient machines," Eve replied, "even
though I was not built by the Iskurahi.
I saw that your Hilashels both contained English, so I drew the name
`Eve'
from them since it is the closest to my actual name. I assumed that
like
most people you would feel uncomfortable if I had no apparent sex,
hence
my female-sounding voice."
"I see ..." Quincey said uncertainly.
"As for your other question, I was originally built as a scientific
research vessel on the World of Quinik.
But when it Contacted just over a year later, my crew realized they
would
have to Declare me. And that meant that, under the Torsyne's edicts, my
consciousness
would almost certainly be Terminated. Besides, what use has the
Universe
for the vast numbers of spaceships New Worlds bring into it every day?"
"I see..." Quincey said again.
"So my crew and I decided it would be best to `lose' me rather than
Declare me. They felt I might have
a better chance of surviving. I flew with them to a very remote area of
our
own World where they put me to sleep.
"Not long afterwards however, while she was out traveling the Worlds,
one of my ex-crew came across a troupe
of young actors whom she was able to interest in me. They negotiated
with
the Iskurahi for an Exemption which, having been able to demonstrate
that
they could use me to pursue their art, they were granted. They had the
columnade
you see around you added, plus certain other modifications to suit
their
needs."
"You were very lucky," Barkworth said.
"Better to be able to choose between Life and Death than neither," Eve
replied. "As it turned out, we enjoyed
each other's company immensely for nearly one hundred and seventy
years,
generation following generation. But nothing can last forever. People
grow
old, ideals grow old, the spirit grows old. Children eventually wish to
create
newer, younger worlds of their own. When they knew the last act of the
last
play had to come, my friends tried to find other troupes who might be
interested
in taking me, but sadly they could not. Most troupes use simple Flying
Platforms
and Cargo Nessiks where they bother taking anything with them at all.
The
few interested in spaceships had already `rescued' their own. So my
company
designed a `farewell play' around me incorporating the command that
would
send me to sleep. Then they chose this sad World on which to give the
play
its one and only performance. - May I show it to you?" she asked them
then
to their complete surprise. "It won't take long, I'll show it to you in
a
much abbreviated form. It may help us learn something about each other
so
that we can decide what you are going to do with me if you will have
me."
Barkworth looked at Quincey. There was no easy way to tell Eve that not
only did neither of them have the
remotest interest in live theater, they couldn't in fact stand
it. The ultimate Deus Ex Machina of the Torsyne had
turned all drama into melodrama in a Paradise of
Superseded Purpose.
Yet if they didn't work out something with her,
she would be Terminated.
Barkworth idly wondered how many other odd little buildings dotted
round the Universe were really spaceships waiting to be rescued from
oblivion.
"Certainly," he answered for
them both with an impending sense of fate.
They looked round for a place to sit. Quincey pointed to one of the
columns directly opposite the open section
of Eve's circular architrave. They unclipped their Pasovirs and sat
down
against it, half leaning on it and each other.
Several intense fans of light then suddenly sprang out into the
darkness from the architrave at odd angles like a luminous crown of
thorns. Yet they somehow cut off in mid-air without actually
illuminating anything. The trees looked just the same...
But then Barkworth realized that wasn't quite true. Their branches
seemed to be moving more rapidly in
the breeze...
And the sun was coming up a lot earlier than it was supposed to from
the wrong side of the sky.
He looked at Quincey.
"I think she's taking us back
into time," she whispered into his ear. "She must have kept her eyes
open
- or whatever she uses - for the entire eighteen thousand years."
That must have been it. Eve had surrounded herself with a white Taurnal
Sphere, and was actually projecting an image of the surrounding
tree-scape on it in reversed speeded-up motion.
This motion began to quicken as night gave way to previous day. Clouds
poofed across the sky to the muted
roar of a distant wind. A lone figure zig-zagged through the trees to
the
right of them, it moved too fast to tell whether it was man or Angel.
Something
small scuttled across the clearing, causing Quincey to jump and go
"Uh!"
The rest of the `day' passed without further event however as did the
`night'
before it.
The next day went by too quickly
to be sure anything happened at all. A pair of parallel grey lines
briefly
divided a pure white sky, a sheet of lightning then appeared to light
it
up.
Barkworth looked hard to try
and find the joins between the images, but they simply weren't to be
seen.
Nor could he see their bottom edge. But then he didn't know quite where
to
look.
Day and night now followed each other so quickly they became little
more than a stroboscopic blur. Finally
they merged into a dim half-light.
But Eve was performing some trick with the trees. Their outlines were
not blurred as one might expect, but perfectly crisp and in focus.
And some of those trees were shrinking.
Then, miraculously, their lifecycles became as visible as if they were
animals except that they were `born' by suddenly popping into existence
full grown and `dying' by shrinking into the ground. Nor did their
being stationary prevent them from competing with each other for the
sunlight as if it was manna from heaven. They shut each other out,
invaded each other's territory, changed their forms, even adapted their
behaviors to each other even though their time was running in
reverse. Nor were the taller, statelier trees above the conflict, they
merely
conducted their wars with superior grace and style.
The island might have been overrun had it not been for the invisible
Tinsla bars of that arboreal zoo.
Finally all the trees turned into saplings and began to shrink into the
ground as the wind returned. The
natural amphitheater was revealed for what it was. Once more the
passing years
again became passing days, then passing hours until a fine, clear
`dawn'
arrived almost at its normal speed. The clean, fresh grass took on a
crushed,
matted appearance.
This was clearly to be The Day.
A Tinsla now flew in backwards to land half way up
the hill directly in front of Eve's stage. He quickly erected the
Nessik he carried on his back, other Tinsla then poured through it.
Running backwards round the amphitheater with impossible elegance, they
laid out their square Disposal Nessiks, then quickly spread out all the
rubbish
and debris these tossed into their hands ready for the people to
arrive.
When they finished this task, they replaced the Disposal Nessiks with
Transport
Nessiks evenly spaced out round the brow of the hill.
People then immediately started streaming backwards through these in
unusually subdued multitudes wearing much crumpled clothing in all the
styles of Paradise. Glimpses of exotic night
or daytime backgrounds flickered behind them as they passed through.
Parents
performed amazing feats of coordination as they `pushed' their children
in
front of them and `pulled' their Doanadars behind on their built-in
Pasovirs,
often with blankets and picnic items of all sorts piled precariously on
them.
Many more people glided in from all directions via their Pasovirs,
often
in large groups; presumably they had decided to take a quick look
around
this world that seemed designed for final performances. They
considerately
made their graceful reverse landings on the perimeter of the crowd as
it
grew larger and increasingly more somber.
Suddenly, with belongings left behind in untidy heaps, the crowd
compressed itself into a solid mass of what Barkworth estimated to be
about a thousand people. Then, unnervingly, they all turned and faced
as one towards he and Quincey before sitting down
to become the most grief-stricken audience they had ever seen.
Their viewpoint then slowly drew back when, suddenly, it was cut off by
an immense black wall. Then, just
as suddenly, the wall became a pure white one. Their viewpoint
continued to
draw back until it dawned on them that they were in fact looking at an
immense
white Taurnal Sphere, though it was flattened at its base as if it were
a
huge water droplet. It had a marvelously pearl-like aspect to it near
the
top where the Surface making it up obviously thinned. Quincey visibly
started
when she realized as Barkworth then did that it surrounded Eve herself,
their
viewpoint had also been switched through a hundred and eighty degrees.
This
then drew back further over the heads of the audience before coming to
rest
about half-way, Barkworth estimated, up the side of the hill.
It had also jumped back in time, for that audience now seemed bright
and cheerful. The buzz of conversation, in spite of the fact that it
must have been made up of hundreds of different languages, also somehow
sounded more natural before it hushed and died.
The `curtain' had fallen with
a Black Sphere. It was now evidently about to rise with a White One,
and
time would now move forward rather than backward.
A series of high-pitched trills,
eerily like a captain being piped aboard his ship, then sounded..
"We are the Lapedla Demsa..."
The Sphere then slowly began to clear except for a misty-looking
semicircular segment behind Eve reaching almost as high as her columns.
On this she projected a thin stylized sea, probably all the broad
daylight would allow, divided by the wake of her `passage'
through it. The universal sounds of wind, wave and straining rigging
could
be heard, along with the occasional flap of sail and the calling of her
`crew'.
At center rear of the stage, what appeared to be a prematurely aged man
lay in an ancient-looking wooden bed tilted up slightly so that one
could see his face. The quilts that covered
him were made from hexagonal patches of fur from what must have been a
menagerie
of animals. The hat he wore was also fur, though of a richer, glossier
quality.
It concealed his hair except for a curly gray tuft that sprang out
above
his right eyebrow. His darker beard fanned out from his chin until it
was
nearly half a meter wide, its bottom edge then cut off as straight as a
ruler.
The image of a Russian Patriarch would have been complete, even down to
the
Eisenstein eyes, except that his face was that of an Australian
aboriginal.
The stage around the old man
was ringed with sculptured figures, all facing in his direction. The
largest
and most brightly colored were at either side of the head of his bed,
they
then progressed downwards in size and coloration until the very
smallest,
little more than ten centimeters high, sat at the front of the stage
crudely
fashioned in unfired clay. The short pedestals they stood on bore
lettering
which Barkworth knew to be in Aural Jemma but that was about all; the
combination
of distance and his somewhat limited knowledge of the language made it
impossible
for him to make out what they said.
If they were meant to be labels
however, the animals they referred to could not have evolved on any of
the
Human Worlds. Four-footed carnivorous mammals have to be built for
strength
and speed, no such environment can produce a cheetah with a rear half
like
a woolly yak. Nor can it conjure into existence an eagle-like bird in
burnished
bronze and brass the size of a man, yet with the brilliantly colored
tail
of a cockatoo. Or a guinea pig with the wings of a bumble bee and a
long
barbed tail that one of the miniature figurines at the front of the
stage
took the form off.
For sheer grotesqueness the prize had to go to the `woman' standing to
the left of the old man's bedhead itself. Fair skinned and doe-eyed,
her head and the front of her upper torso
were beautiful in a maturely middle-aged way, in fact she had the most
enormous
breasts Barkworth had ever seen. But her long black hair parted over a
back
that looked more like a sickening hump of rotting vegetable flesh
covered
in running putrescent sores. The lower half of her body was no less
repulsive,
it was lumpy and deformed, her skin seemed to peel off under its loose
mats
of gray hair as he watched. She did have one normal-looking leg, but
that
grew as a deformity out of the rear thigh of one of the two positively
gangrenous
shanks she stood on.
The old man introduced himself as Bainaod. He described how he had
driven himself night and day to build his Ark, "for I knew a flood was
coming to my world..."
As he talked, a young man wearing nothing more than a faded pink
`dhoti' stepped onto the stage from behind the bedhead. This was
clearly Bainaod as a young man. He quickly moved
forward to mime climbing under something huge lying across the front of
the
stage and about a meter above it; Barkworth took this to be the Ark.
Bainaod-the-younger
now examined it with great care as he moved along it in a half-crouch.
Climbing
out again, he walked across to an imaginary pile of planks, then slid
the
end of the top one out to the accompaniment of the appropriate sound
effects.
He picked it up in its middle, swung it round, crouched again, then
placed
it in position, adjusting it slightly first this way then that. Holding
it
there with the side of his balled fist, he reached for a nail from a
pouch
on his belt, placed it between his lips, then reached for another. He
held
this to the timber between the thumb and forefinger of his balled fist,
then
reached for his `hammer'. Pounding the nail in to the sound of
perfectly
aimed hammer strokes, he then took the second nail from between his
lips
and pounded that in just below it. He went to the left hand end of the
plank,
hammered that into place, then did the same with the right. Picking up
a
`saw', he then trimmed off the excess which fell to the ground with a
wooden
clatter.
"...But it would be no ordinary flood," Bainaod-the-Elder continued. "This
flood would drown all my
world's people in a cold, knowing tide of Analysis that
would pretend
to resolve all conflicts, soothe all passions, bring peace to the
unpeaceful,
and give hope to those without hope..."
Bainaod stepped back to admire his handiwork. He looked up at it and
along it from all angles. He moved forward
again to knock on the newly-installed plank as if to test its
soundness; a
smile of satisfaction spread across his face at the solid response that
came
back. Then, looking up with just a trace of overfussy concern on his
face,
he rubbed his hand over what `felt' like a rough spot. But he had
hardly
completed the stroke when his feet started hopping up and down as if of
their
own accord. He looked down in alarm, then all around him. The sound of
a
seeping gurgling tide of water could be heard. He then `sploshed' his
way
off stage via the other side of the bedhead.
"...I completed my Ark with barely enough time to spare before the
waters flowed like a river into my
yard and lifted my craft from its cradle," Bainoad continued to the
sound
of trickles turning into torrents, timbers straining, and pulleys
running
furiously in their blocks. Canvas flapped and men shouted.
A faint orange glow then fell
on Bainaod-the-Elder.
"I then set sail around the world seeking out all the Paradoxes I could
find. I herded them aboard in
their customarily intertwined pairs, from the big fundamental ones like
Love
and Hate, Life and Death itself," he pointed to them either side of his
bedhead,
Barkworth now knew how that macabre `woman' fitted into the scheme of
things,
"to small subtle ones like `Compassionate Indifference' and `Arrogant
Humility'."
Bainaod swept his arm round in front of him to indicate the smaller
figures
at the front of the stage.
"I saw the first signs that the flood was coming when people began to
enquire too closely into the social
institutions they had evolved over the centuries to help them survive
against
the great Paradox of Existence itself," he said as a pair of
Burmese-looking dancers with long curly hair tied in bushy ponytails
swept onto the stage from behind him. They were dressed in white
billowy pantaloons and square knitted ponchos with all sorts of
concentric designs in brilliant reds, greens,
yellows and blues. Their dance was even more astonishing, for it bore
an
amazing resemblance to American 1950's Jive even though it was to the
faint
background dop,dop, dop-dop-dop of a `Tongan Drum'.
"...They Analyzed them to see how they Functioned, and when they found
that so much seemed to be no
more than useless custom and tradition, they pared this all away and
rebuilt
what was left into a single highly efficient Social Machine that
catered
to their every need..."
Two more dancers then appeared as a deep base drum joined the Tongan
Drums, it pounded away underneath them
like some vast beating heart. Wearing one piece suits which, apart from
Mondrianesque
panels over the chest in mauves, umbers and greens, were of plain gray
serge,
the new couple danced what looked like a South American tango in a
jerky
`on-off' way rather like primitive robots.
The first two dancers, pausing to admire them, began to try the dance
for themselves.
"...The people were wildly enthusiastic at first, but slowly their
lives began to lose the warmth and
color they had treasured so much. Even emotion began to wither and die.
More
and more people would find neither Love nor Hate, just `intense
emotional
interdependency' and `extreme relational incompatibility'. There would
no
longer even be Life and Death, just a `birthing process' leading to a
`maintenance
of physical and social viability' that eventually ended in the
`cessation
of all vital function'."
"I could not see an easy way
back..." Bainaod said as the rhythm acquired a harsh electronic quality
and
a constant high-pitched buzz like that of a mosquito. A new pair of
dancers
then appeared. They made no attempt to dance together, but moved much
as
a pair of gymnasts performing a set of body-loosening routines prior to
their
performance. Hooded leotards in richly brocaded black silk covered them
from
head to toe, even their faces had been blackened so that the join
between
flesh and fabric was hard to see.
The other dancers immediately began to copy them.
Then, suddenly, all six became locked into a kind of slow-motion
contrapuntal synchrony.
"...The people had all but forgotten how to conduct the ways of life
that their Culture and Tradition had been the essence of. Lacking the
humanity it had given them, they could do no more than manipulate each
other according to the `discoveries' of Analysis
and thereby become the organic machines that these had showed them `in
reality'
to be. From then on nothing seemed to matter much any more. What was
the
point of struggling to live when criminality was just as acceptable a
way
of life when the motives behind it were Analyzed? How could one express
oneself
artistically in a straightjacket of words and images that had become
`tokens'
and `symbols'? What thoughts could be shared when all that could be
said
sounded as if it had all been said before..."
Suddenly the drums stopped to leave only the mosquito-like buzzing. One
of the new dancers then broke off and tried to homosexually rape one of
the first dancers so brutally Barkworth
had to avert his eyes, he saw Quincey wince. The other dancers looked
on
in horror with mouths theatrically agape and eyes wide open in
soundless
fear. They then ran offstage, some straight into the diorama, others
into
the trees. For a split second Barkworth thought the scene wasn't been
in
the script. In the confusion the victim managed to wriggle free from
his
attacker and, pursued by him, ran down the steps towards the audience
to
the accompaniment of screams of alarm from the front three rows. He
veered
off to the right and on up the hill, vigorously pursued by his
obviously unsatiated
attacker.
A cold blue spot then fell on the old man, now alone once more.
"...Weeks and months and now,
finally, a year have passed, and my rushing to ready my Ark in time
have
at last caught up with me," he gestured at his frail-looking form under
the
bedclothes with his upturned hand. "But now the time has come to see
what
else Analysis has done to my World. Which pair of eyes can I send out
into
it that will see for me what I can no longer go and see for myself?"
He looked round at his menagerie of Paradoxes. His eyes were
immediately drawn to the eagle-cockatoo. The blue
spot on him faded as a white one came up on that magnificently
miscegenated statue.
"Tragedy...! Comedy...!"
As he called their names, it stirred and came alive.
Then it stepped of its pedestal and strutted forward with all the
aplomb and off-stage sound effects of a
hundred-meter-high horror movie monster stomping down a city.
Stretching out
its enormous wings, it stood tall on its talons and puffed out its
chest
in pride.
Then, suddenly, its gaudy `cockatoo' half detached itself from its
rear, darted out into the center of the stage, and began to taunt it.
The smaller bird looked ridiculously overfeathered in its shimmering
greens and purples and golds.
"Tragedy is so clumsy and
dull I can outmaneuver him any day," Comedy sang in a
taunting sing-song.
"Aha! But I have powerful wings that can beat down any
prey," Tragedy proclaimed in a deep, male profundo basso.
"I feed upon my victim, then flee as quickly as the
breeze," Comedy ran to peck at Tragedy.
"Distracted by pinprick of her beak, its body I can
seize," Tragedy sang back boastfully as he
lunged at her and missed.
Quincey giggled. It sounded more like doggerel than verse, but then
verse seldom survived translation, even when it was originally
spoken in Jemma as Barkworth suspected it was.
Heads in the audience turned realistically to glare at her.
"But you become so intent on gorging, you kill it in your zeal," Comedy
mocked as she ran to peck at
him again. He batted at her with his wings and tried to seize her with
his
own beak, but she was again too quick for him.
"Don't you need my huge talons to seize and hold it so
you can get a decent meal?"
"But neither of us can feed on prey that life leaves slack," Comedy
sang back at him.
"I don't need you to goad it into fighting back," Tragedy
retaliated.
"If it succeeds in escaping, it provides a meal
another time."
"It is good we cannot feed
too closely, bad we cannot feed too far apart,"
"And when we sleep Tragedy's bulk smothers mine," Comedy held
her wings over her head.
"While her small form is
like a thorn right up my rear - part," Tragedy briefly
clutched hers
to it.
Once more they pecked and swatted at each other as the audience
laughed, but this time it had a graceful and sensuous quality to it.
As the two birds danced, a
large double-headed statue on the opposite side of Bainaod's bed began
to
come alive and separate. But it turned out not to be two animals each
with
its own head, but two identical animals each with
a `Jackal' head
at one end and a dewy-eyed `Squirrel' at the other. The Jackalheads of
each
animal immediately became vicious and tried to bite the Squirrelheads
of
the other. But then they suddenly switched their attention to defending
the
Squirrelheads at their own opposite ends. The two animals were soon
writhing
on the stage in a fierce display of conflicting passions, the
Jackalheads
with their fangs locked together and fake blood pouring from their
mouths,
the Squirrelheads engaging each other in frenzied, licking play.
Suddenly, one Jackalhead broke
off its attack on the other and, twisting its body round savagely,
mistakenly
went for its own Squirrelhead.
"Love..! Hate..! Cease!" Bainaod
shouted at the two dancing birds. "Before Comedy and Tragedy fasten
upon
you as soon they must!"
Love and Hate then untangled themselves and stood absolutely still. All
four of their faces looked at each
other as if wondering how it had all happened, then the two animals
multishamefacedly
slunk back to their pedestal to become a single `statue' again.
"Comedy, Tragedy, I summoned you forward to go into the world and see
what is to be seen. Go now! Then come back and tell us if we can all
once more be free!"
Together the two birds lifted from the stage. Comedy flapped her little
wings quickly, Tragedy beat his more slowly and powerfully. The outline
of their Pasovirs were briefly visible
under their feathers with each downbeat. They flew up over the front of
the
stage, halted their flapping briefly to pass through the thin Surface,
then
flew out over the audience. Circling the amphitheater once, they then
flew
off together into the distance beyond the `Ark'.
Then, suddenly, it was as if the audience was transformed into the
molecules of a human gas that exploded
from its confined `audience' state into a blurry `crowd' state.
However,
before Barkworth even had a chance to try and examine it during this
`interval',
the crowd equally rapidly condensed once more into the audience of
ordinary
men, women and children who had come to watch a play.
As soon as the Sphere again became transparent, Tragedy and Comedy
flapped back in from behind the audience
so low overhead there were squeals of delighted alarm. Both birds all
but
fell to the deck. Comedy was bedraggled and starved, half her feathers
were
missing and she was opening and closing her tiny beak in obvious pain.
Tragedy
on the other hand had become so gross and fat that even his powerful
wings
could hardly support his weight. His blood-stained beak was opening and
closing
too, but clearly from sheer exhaustion after his gorging.
"The flood is not yet past..." Bainaod said in slow, deep tones of
extreme disappointment. Then, through what seemed more than a mere
trick of lighting and makeup, he literally aged
within seconds. His beard lost its straight edge and became white and
straggly,
the lines in his face increased and deepened as it sagged.
"Of all the creatures aboard my Ark I am the only one who can die, the
only one whose Paradox can, and probably very soon will be,
resolved..." he looked round at the statues, the
gleam of hope gone from his eye. His glassy gaze then settled on the
`woman'.
"Life...! Death...! Come awake
and tell me the bargain I must make with you if my dream is to live on
without
me."
The statue of that hunchbacked horror then woke, and began to separate.
The `hunch' slowly revealed itself to have been formed by one of the
most extraordinarily stomach-churning pieces
of imagination Barkworth had ever seen. Not quite empty eye sockets
stared
out of a half-mashed cabbage-head made out of flesh and bone that
looked
as if it had spent a week in the sea. An obscene arm came from around
Life's
stomach as she stepped forward to stand by Bainaod's bedside, the
greeny-brown
slime dribbling down from where that putrescent flesh had
held her
was all that obscured the nakedness of her compellingly attractive
form.
"Bainaod..." she cradled the
old man in the arms of a voice that was sheer Womanhood itself. "We
have
sailed with you aboard your Ark for so long now we have come to know
you
and love you. We feel you have become one of our special children," she
stroked
the old man's head fondly, then smiled up at Death. She then gazed
round
at all the other statues with those huge soft brown eyes. "However, we
who
are the Laws of Paradox can no more break them for you than I can end
the
life within me. Death can no more offer you Eternal Life than he can
take
my own. But between us we can yield your life to your Ark so that she
might
one day awaken to carry on your dream. A dream which has now become our
dream, the return to a world in which we may live in
our accustomed
harmonious discord."
Hope beyond speech suffused the old man's eyes once more.
"But how will my Ark know when the time is at hand?" he managed to
croak at last.
"We have devised a plan between us, Life and I," Death replied slowly
in his own old man's voice as he came
up and put his arm around Life. Dark, nearly black flesh actually
pulled
back from his wristbones like a ghastly sleeve to expose the radius and
ulna.
A thin yellow ichor began to drain from the gap and run down Life's
pillowed
thigh. "Your Ark will no longer sail the oceans of the world, but shall
anchor
herself in a quiet, sheltered haven a little way from here. When your
life
is fully passed to her, we shall cause Ark to sleep just as we have
slept.
Then, if somebody should eventually come upon her who speaks the magic
phrase
we will impart to her now, Ark shall come fully awake and assume it is
safe
for her to discharge her cargo."
" - Ark...!" Death the gazed up and around at her with his
one nearly-intact eye. "Can you hear
me?"
"...Yes... ...I can hear you..."
Eve replied, as if from a deep sleep.
"Death, already I can feel my life draining into hers..." Bainaod said.
For a moment though he actually looked strengthened. He peered up at
Death again.
"Have you become taller?" he asked him. "Or merely closer?" He
then looked at Life. "Is this the last time I shall ever gaze upon you?
For your eyes now seem to be looking
slightly past me, beyond me, and that is the most terrible thing I have
ever
seen. I miss my wife so much..." his voice trailed off weakly.
"I am so sorry..." Life said to him, gently smoothing his forehead with
her fingertips once again.
"Ark, listen to me," Death commanded. "You now have
life, but a life that shall sleep until it
can be truly reborn. You will hear everything all around you and you
will
see all that is to be seen. Your mind however will fully waken only
when
you hear the words spoken:
"Such ghostly walls to embrace the souls of so many
ghostly players..."
"Then, and only then, shall you be free, and all our world, and all of
us who are with you. Sleep... Sleep..."
At that point Eve's Sphere began to darken. But it was not only that
Sphere which was darkening. The Sphere upon which Eve had projected her
little play was also beginning to
dissolve.
Then, after a few moments, all they were left with were the still,
quiet trees with which it had all begun.
"That was fascinating, Eve," Quincey said after a
few moments. And she meant it, she had clearly
been as spellbound as Barkworth had been.
"Thank you," Eve replied warmly.
"Now before we go any further, you will have noticed the special
command
codephrase `Death' used to put me to sleep: `Ark, listen to
me'. The
Iskurahi requires me as a sentient machine to advise you of that
codephrase
as soon as possible. It compels me, within limits defined in the
Teklanmeh,
to obey any human command as quickly and as efficiently as I am able.
The
right to use that command only extends to you and certain other persons
listed
in the Teklanmeh. Only now of course you should prefix the phrase with
`Eve'
rather than `Ark'.
"I'm sure we will never feel the slightest need to use it, Eve,"
Quincey said to her. "Perhaps at this point we should introduce
ourselves, we had quite forgotten."
Barkworth couldn't help wondering during these introductions what roles
Eve would now expect them to play.
Then the trees too began to
dissolve, and all around them was nothing but stars. Eve had taken them
out
into Space while they had been watching her play. There was no sign of
Far
Pranrana or even of its sun.
They could have been anywhere.
"And now there is much to discuss," Eve said, "before we can begin our
negotiations with the Iskurahi."
"We are just a few seconds away from Transfer now," Eve said as Far
Pranrana's sun all but filled a
`sky' that must have been made up of some sort of Filter Surface.
"You will observe how the effects of Relativity make the star appear to
flow around us as we Transfer," she continued her commentary, "just as
if we were looking at it through a
giant lens moving towards us whose focal point passes through our
eyes."
Barkworth nearly closed his at that point. Eve had after all hadn't
even left the ground for nearly 18,000
years. To his mind the laws of mechanics said that even in Paradise no
machine
can possibly work perfectly after lying idle all that time, no matter
how
many verbal assurances it might give you.
"And now at last Tachyonic Space..." Eve said, and Barkworth wasn't
sure whether the relief he heard in her voice was actually her's or his
imagination's.
Eve was suddenly surrounded in a brilliant white, but this dimmed
before it could hurt their eyes. Barkworth
turned his head to look at Quincey now lying flat on the deck beside
him.
"Just like in the Teklanmeh," she grinned, seeing the expression on his
face. "I've never actually been in Tachyonic Space before - except I
suppose when I've passed through a Nessik"
"Perhaps you would like me to show you how it all works," Eve
suggested.
The building that materialized around them then made them get up and
gape round in astonishment. It was vast.
It looked as if it had originally been made up of huge numbers of tiny
rooms
from which an immense spherical space had been demolished out of its
core,
many of the original arched doorways could be seen. The red and yellow
bricks
of the walls and ceilings were left rough and broken, as if the job had
been
done very quickly with sledgehammers.
What appeared to be an enormous vertical slab of white marble as huge
as a cinema screen stood in front of
Eve's stage - and Barkworth realized then that the building was in fact
a
`cinema', except that it had the weirdest decor he had ever seen.
Looking round to the rear, he saw an enormous slanting slab of sunlight
slicing into
the apparently open side of an immense vertical shaft. This reflected
light
was enough however to allow a profusion of vines with brilliantly
colored
flowers to come pouring in through the gap and spill out all over the
`foundation'
walls below. Eve had even imbued them with a fragrance that was
exquisite,
it made him think of the violets his mother had introduced him to as a
child
shortly before she died.
Barkworth walked over towards Eve's steps to see what actually was
underneath her deck. He was also
curious to see how Eve had melded the `flowers' with the remains of her
real
vines.
" - Barkworth...!" Eve brought him up short. "My steps are bounded by a
Taurnal Surface."
"Okay, sorry..." Barkworth said as he looked up and around at her
architrave. That disembodied voice could be hard to get used to.
"Perhaps before we look at Tachyonic Space I had better introduce you
both to certain technical details about myself," Eve replied with what
Barkworth felt would have been a smile if she had something to smile
with. "If you will now look at my screen..."
An image of her just as she looked back in the clearing on Far Pranrana
then appeared on that huge screen.
"As you can see, the Tinsla kindly kept most of the grime from building
up over the centuries."
She then launched into an illustrated lecture beginning with her
overall design including what she did
look like underneath, and of the Taurnal Surfaces that both surrounded
her
and drove her through Space as a virtual Pasovir. Barkworth was
surprised to learn she was surrounded by three Taurnal Spheres in
Space. The outer two
were separated by a vacuum; she pointed out that this was necessary to
prevent
sound transmission otherwise passage through even the most tenuous of
stellar
winds would be very noisy indeed. The innermost Sphere was her
`screen',
she could opaque it partly or wholly to project any image she wished
onto
it. This Sphere also performed the vital function of filtering out
electromagnetic
frequencies outside those of light, otherwise she and everything aboard
her
would be fried by gamma rays every time they entered a star or emerged
from
an endostar.
She also had to generate a
Taurnal Volume to protect her passengers and their cargo from the
extreme accelerations travel through Space often required. In order to
cross over into Tachyonic Space via a nearby star for instance, she
might have to reach
near-lightspeed velocities within a hundred million kilometers. This
same
Volume also simulated the effects of gravity in completely weightless
conditions
such as an orbit around a star or planet. This wasn't only to hold
free-floating
cargo in position, but to reduce the risk of simple nausea arising in
her
crew.
But it was to the nature of
Tachyonic Space that she, as promised, dedicated her most detailed
explanation.
"Space is not a complete nothingness,
it has physical properties just like any other substance except that of
materiality."
she began. "If you ever use your Otinda for writing script, then in
some
ways it is like the `space' character. Although it appears as an empty
space,
you can insert or delete it just like any other character..."
"This shows Tachyonic Space as it would look if we could see its
endostars. It is the exact reversal in
every respect from normal Photonic Space. The endostars map onto our
stars
exactly, in other words they are in exactly the same positions as if
you
were looking at a photographic negative of the region of Photonic Space
we
just left.
"But the reversal goes far deeper, for even the flow of time itself is
reversed. Here the Universe began with
indeterminate dimensions and will end with a singularity. The
endostars come into being when our stars die and vice versa. And
instead
of consuming matter and emitting radiation as a star does, an endostar
consumes
radiation to emit `endomatter' from a surface which is toroidal rather
than
spherical..."
Barkworth looked at Quincey, and she smiled back at him in delighted
amazement.
"The major difference between matter and endomatter itself," Eve
continued, "is that endomatter is surrounded by a negative
gravitational field, a negative spatial curvature. Objects made
from it must therefore orbit each other in order to prevent their
moving apart, not together as in the Photonic
Universe...."
"We can never stay permanently in Tachyonic Space, only journey through
it. And our journey will always take
the constant time interval of 43 minutes and 41 seconds, no more, no
less.
That applies no matter how far apart the entry or exit Stars in
Photonic
Space may be, nor how much thrust I might apply during our transit
between
them. I therefore in fact coast while I am in Tachyonic Space..."
"However, not only must an endostar's planets lie in the same positions
as its stellar counterparts, they must be toroids like the endostar
itself. They must also be hollow -
"
" - Life..?" Quincey asked Eve.
"That too has been speculated on," Eve replied. "However such life
would either have to burrow or fly otherwise
it would tend to gently float towards the toroidal axis of its world.
And
since that in all probability would be full of detritus floating in
midair,
life might well evolve in this instead. Also, unless the lifeforms
evolved
bioluminescence, it would have to live in complete darkness. Such
worlds
wouldn't be without heat though, for any that has been internally
generated
would have nowhere to escape to except back into space through the
toroidal
shell. Indeed, the interiors of such worlds might become very hot
places
indeed, life there might exist only by converting it into useful
energy."
Eve then put up a few artist's impressions of scenes from such worlds.
They didn't seem all that much less
fanciful than the two she included that were done by children. One of
these
showed a cross-section through the mouth of a burrow with a
multi-legged mole-like
creature poking its head out into a landscape that appeared to be
covered
in exotic-looking fungi. The other showed a pterodactyl-like creature
with
a humanoid face and its wings folded about it like a bat upside down
under
the projecting edge of a cliff.
"As we cross the endostellar boundary back into Photonic Space,
Photonic Space will slow us down until we reach a non-relativistic
velocity. It will also move us forward in time from infinitely long ago
back to the time we began to achieve relativistic velocities in the
stellar system we departed from. In other words, we arrive at our
destination star in exactly the same amount of time as our subjective
elapsed time, the 45 minutes 41 seconds spent in Transit, plus however
long
it takes to arrive and depart from the Transit points at the two stars.
The
segments of the journey in Photonic Space can in fact often take longer
than
the Transit through Tachyonic Space itself."
"Now we still have some time in hand before we Transfer to your Home
Sun. Although I have read everything in the Teklanmeh about Earth,
there are still a few questions only you can
answer about what is likely to be expected of us when we arrive..."
" - Your dinner is now ready," Eve said in a tone of voice that made
Barkworth look up. He had completely missed her Transfer into Tachyonic
Space.
"Thank you, Eve," he quickly tried to look alert.
Getting up and going round to the Doanadar, he withdrew from it one of
the two large trays containing his own favorite dish this time, his
grandfather's Heartbuster Special. This
consisted of a large blue-rimmed china plate full of thick prime steak
stuffed
with oysters, french fries, fried eggs and tomatoes, coleslaw with a
touch
of horseradish sauce, and assorted stir-fried vegetables. Each tray
also
held various small jugs of tomato sauce, worcestershire sauce, soya
sauce,
mustard, and three shakers containing salt, pepper, and celery salt.
There
was also a plate each with three slices of bread covered in thick,
creamy
butter, two banded blue and white banded mugs to match the plates and
two
ice-cold quart bottles of finest draught beer to go with them. Even the
cutlery
was designed to complement this mighty meal, consisting as it did of
pressed
stainless steel in genuine Imitation Cheap with realistically
shoddy-looking
black plastic handles.
"Thank you, Barkworth," Quincey looked up as Barkworth carefully set
her tray down before her on the coffee table. "My turn
tomorrow," she added as he returned to fetch his own.
Barkworth suspected the scene Eve had chosen for her 'Mystery Transit'
was based on some Rhondo shots he
remembered taking months ago from an Africa-like continent on the World
of
Minst. They were `situated' near the crest of a small hill inside a
loose
stand of half a dozen blue-gum like trees, he felt he could almost step
off
Eve's deck into the long, dry grass. A patch of scrubby-looking
undergrowth
covered the crest of the hill behind them and extended down the slope
past
them to their right. The savannah before them however was pure
Serengeti
Sunset. A perfectly conical `Mount Kilimanjaro', a snow-capped deep
purple
molded more from Sky than Earth, was suspended above the haze of
distance
to their left. A thin wisp of smoke issued from its summit. Ahead of
them
was a large shallow oxbow lake that had obviously once been part of the
slowly
meandering river beyond. The ground all around it was marshy; tall
spindly
grasses grew in clumps with bright purple Prince-of-Wales feathers
springing
up from their centers.
And all kinds of animals made
their way through the scene. They followed each other along their
single-file
tracks with a strange mutual courtesy; indeed they gave the impression
they
all belonged to a community which had decided upon its own rules of
conduct
rather than those Nature usually imposed.
Eve had allowed her sense of humor free reign with the design of these
animals however, they looked unlikely even in Paradise. There were
`lions' that looked more like griffons, `rhinoceroses' that were huge
pigs in suits of heavy armor. Dappled `antelopes' with heads like
bulldogs followed along behind black `giraffes' with heads like snouted
golliwogs. There were `gazelles' too with miniature antelope horns and
bottoms striped in fluorescent pink, and `storks' with bright blue
legs and tiny heads covered in outrageously silly-looking chartreuse
pom-poms.
A family trio of wombat-like creatures the size of elephants lumbered
along,
their huge slab sides looking for all the world like wallpaper with
tall
streaky grasses at the bottom and markings that one could swear were
china
ducks in flight just below the faint skylines of their backbones.
The golden glow all were limned
in made them seem oddly translucent, like little glass figurines that
had
been molded and set out en tableau by a Douanier
Rousseau. The sun,
vermilion with a hint of green in its upper limb, sat squatly over the
river.
Mares-tale cloud streamed away from it to flocculate into red and
orange
curds; so sharp and clear were they against the pale blue sky they
seemed
printed on with a fine mesh screen. The light felt strangely
corpuscular,
as if it bore the sounds of the animals calling to
each other instead
of that magically scented air. And that magic smell, of
hot grass
intermingled with flower and leaf, only deepened the sense of quiet
Barkworth
felt. The only sounds he could hear were the low calls one animal
occasionally
made to another, and the glass mobile-like tinkling of thousands of
tiny
little multihued birds in the branches overhead.
Beyond them the sky shimmered in ming blue.
Barkworth wondered idly if Eve's exquisite scene might, to some
impossible observer out there in Tachyonic Space, look something like a
foreshortened spherical Art Deco table lamp flitting
by as fast as its own light.
"What did you both really think of the Rock's
religion?" Eve asked them after they had completed
their juggernaut meal and Quincey had fetched the coffee. "It seemed to
me
you rather liked it in spite of yourselves. Had events been other than
they were, would you have been tempted to stay?"
"No...!" Quincey said emphatically, looking
at Barkworth. "Too many people, too much hard work. Nice people, nice
religion sure, nicest I've ever seen or heard of. But the price...!"
"Yeah, stiff," Barkworth agreed.
"To paraphrase young Velcro: How would you like to spend the Life
you've
been sentenced to? Believing in a lie, but one that is warm and
comforting
and which brings you many friends? Or believing in truth, even though
it
lies on constantly shifting ground, is cold and merciless, and could
mean
a lifetime of fighting alone?"
"That's exactly right!" Quincey clapped her hands. "Or as Laslo Godel
put it, "Religion is like a Rock that
stands above the ocean, seemingly forever to its inhabitants, until it
crumbles
overnight in a huge storm and they all drown. Science is like a raft,
continually
added to and strengthened by its inhabitants from flotsam and jetsam
that
may be floating by. It too might break up in a storm, but any survivors
can
at least begin to reassemble it from any pieces that remain."
Quincey was a different person when they were aboard Eve. Barkworth
liked to believe that he was seeing the real Quincey,
the warm, intelligent, lovely person she could usually
only be in an unguarded moment. Perhaps it was the warmth and
protection Eve
provided (even inside the three vanishingly thin Taurnal Surfaces
between them and the unimaginable Tachyonic Space). Barkworth could not
guess what might have happened to her that made her the way she was.
She had never made
any mention of childhood traumas, bad relationships, or indeed anything
much
about her earlier life at all. And he could hardly ask, that was the
sort
of thing she would have to speak of herself. He wondered if she had
ever
confided in Eve...
"So neither of you like religion or any other form of belief system
then?" Eve asked them. "Unfortunately for
you, belief is not only unavoidable, it is all there is. There is no
such
thing as knowledge."
The problem when conversing with Eve was that it could be very
difficult to tell from her disembodied voice when she was being
entirely serious.
"And two plus two doesn't really equal four until it feels like getting
round to it," Quincey laughed outright.
"The words `two', `four', and `plus' don't actually exist of
themselves, do they?" Eve rejoindered. "Like all elements of language,
they are really only a means we have invented to help us describe
Reality. And we did that in order to try and predict its
future behavior and attempt to manipulate it better. The whole of
mathematics is exactly that. The whole of science is
no more than that."
Barkworth waited with Quincey for her to say more, but she didn't. Eve
could be a tough Conversationalist.
"Let's not get into too much detail here," Quincey
said to her sarcastically.
"Okay, Eve," Barkworth said. "Can I take a shortcut here and ask you
something simple. Why is there no
such thing as knowledge?"
"Because no matter how certain we feel we are about a theory, there is
always that possibility, very faint though it may be, that it may be
wrong. It may prove wrong outright, wrong under certain specific
conditions, or, more usually, of a kind that can never
be proven not to be wrong. Examples: Creation Theory, Newtonian
Physics, Psychology."
"You mean, science is nothing more than a religion?" Quincey
laughed. "Come on, Eve, pull the other
one."
"That's right, Quincey," Eve
replied simply. "Think about it. Science itself holds that there are no
absolutes,
even those many, many theories that are so reliable that they can be
taken
to be `knowledge' - in fact you could define knowledge
that way. Though
of course they are very different from the fixed and absolute beliefs
of
a religion, they play the same role in science as
dogma does in religion."
"And scientific method, with all its necessary checks and balances, is
no different from the complicated rituals most religions have - though
it exists for a fundamentally different purpose of course."
"Indeed," was all Eve said.
"So where does the love and compassion most religions espouse fit in to
science-as-religion?" Quincey then asked. "The Verians - even the Holy
Roman Empire - runs rings around science when it comes to that."
"I hoped you would ask me that question," Eve replied. "Science usually
begins with both philosophy and religion on most worlds - indeed you
could see those as `proto-sciences'. And those things, believe it or
not, developed from the all-but-universal human instinct to explore - a
vital part of the food-gathering of your primeval
ancestors. And anything which seeks to improve the chances of
individual
human survival via collective survival is defined in most cultures as a
`good'
thing - indeed, that defines the word `good'. Words like `bad', `evil'
and
so on developed to describe the opposite."
"So you're saying then," Barkworth
said, "That science - and its practical derivative technology -
developed
as a systematic means of more reliably providing us with food, shelter,
and
so on. It becomes in effect a form of systematic love and compassion."
"Just like religion, yes," Eve laughed her full, rich laugh.
"And just where does God fit into this wondrous
scheme of things?" Quincey sneered. She had
now fully snapped back into her old self.
"Science cannot answer the question of who or why the Universe came
into being, nor does it attempt to,"
Eve replied. "As I say, science is only our attempt
to describe the
way the Universe operates, our laws of physics are our laws, they have
no
independent reality - even though it usually proves wise to proceed as
if
they do. But then many religions, including a few on Earth,
specifically forbid
any attempt to speculate on the nature of God. After all, who are we to
presume
to know the mind of our creator?"
"Come on, Quince," Barkworth said, picking up those quick movements
which told him she was about to explode.
"She's got a point - and I think she's right - well, her theory
of
science is the best I've so far heard. In fact, let's see if we can
take
it a bit further. What we so sardonically call `Paradise' is in
fact
Paradise, the one actually brought to us by the religion of science
rather
than the promised ones of most religions."
"Correct," said Eve.
"And the Tinsla really are the Angels," Quincey shrieked. "So who the
bloody hell are the Torsyne?" .
"Arch-Angels, I guess. Sorry Quince," he squeezed her hand and puckered
his lips for a dramatic kiss.
Suddenly two little lion cubs
noisily leapt out of the long grass in front of them and batted and
rolled
each other down the hill. Barkworth breathed a huge sigh of relief at
Eve's
distraction. The two cubs faced each other off with cat-like snarls.
Barkworth
looked hard at them to see if Eve wasn't playing another one of her
anatomical
tricks, but they really were lion cubs. Then a vigorous hee-hawing
sounded
from the undergrowth behind as their parents bounded into view. They
looked
more like marino rams, the pair of them, except their bodies underneath
the
short curly wool articulated more like those of lion's. They trotted
down
the slope to the right, picked up a cub each by the scruff of the neck,
then
carried them off towards the watering hole.
"Very good, Eve," Barkworth had to laugh out loud.
Quincey got up, stacked everything neatly into the try in one pile,
walked over to the Doanadar, and dumped it
heavily onto the table beside it. The crockery jumped, but nothing
broke.
She then came back to plonk herself down on the sofa as far away from
Barkworth as she could.
"Try to see the bright side, Quincey," Barkworth said to her. "Look at
the way the Diursuel handled Madilu.
Wouldn't you say their way was the most compassionate? Look at what the
Veria
might have done. And God - whoops, sorry - knows how the Roman
Catholics
would have handled it."
He thought back to that girl's horrific jump off
the Balcony. Miraculously she had not been killed. Had her injuries not
included severe brain-damage the Lalleldil might even have been able to
restore her to health, but that put it beyond even them. They had
therefore euthanased her to the Veria's instant disapproval. This had
then lead to internal squabbles about the Preciousness of Life whatever
the circumstances versus honoring the Medical Leass with the Iskurahi.
Although
it still seemed remote at that stage, the possibility of the Veria's
tenure
of the Rock being ended by a girl who looked like the Veria herself had
come
to enter several minds.
Barkworth then had a bright idea.
"Eve, would you say that science
was superior to all other religions? Are we entitled to make that kind
of
value judgment?"
"Good one, Barkworth," Quincey sneered.
"There we do have a problem," Eve agreed. "The edicts of science work,
most of those of all other religions do not, indeed many even
contradict what is plainly evident in reality. So
we have no choice, we have to prefer science over all other religions,
just
as we have to prefer the Universe we are currently living in over all
others
we might like to imagine exist."
"I don't like the sound of that, Eve..." Quincey said.
"And what happens if you rebel
against science, as as happened on so many worlds?" Eve replied.
"Disease,
mayhem, death. Then some totally loony religion arises to `fix' all
that
and takes them over. You choose.
"Two plus two equals four, like it or not."
"Doesn't matter whether you like it or not. Science unites belief with
reality as no other religion can."
"So reality does exist then," Quincey giggled. "That is nice to know."
"No we don't know that, and we never will," Eve countered. "We can only
experience what we describe as
`reality' through our sensors. The whole thing could be a simulation
inside
a computer as Godel and De Concini showed you on Old Earth. All we can
say
about it is that we have to treat it is if it were real,
because whatever
it is our bodies are part of it too."
"But what about quantum physics, the Uncertainty Principle, and all
that?" Quincey protested. "Where the observer
can't help but influence the observed? Subjective begins to become
inseparable
from objective."
"Even if that meant we could all design our own personal universes with
nothing more than an act of will,
what difference would that really make?" Eve replied. "We would still
live
in a meta-universe for which we would still try to develop a science of
some
sort to understand how we could do those things. We
could also have
to develop rules to prevent each of our universes from interfering with
each
other, probably not too unlike the moral and legal systems we already
have
to prevent other forms of unwelcome personal interference."
"Aha!" Quincey shrieked. "Ethics
and morality. What has science got to say about those? Nothing. And to
its
everlasting credit, never has."
"That's clever, Quincey," Barkworth grinned
at her
"Before I answer that, would you like some more tea, coffee, you two?"
Eve only offered that second cup when a Transit was about to end.
It was only then that Barkworth realized the sun had all but set. Even
as he watched, the little of it that
remained slipped below the horizon with just the tiniest flash of
green.
Above the thinning clouds the sky paled to the most delicate of blues,
then
slowly began to darken to the deepest of ultramarines. The animals had
begun
to move away from the lake along their single paths to return to their
resting
places before the long night that was to come. Their soft calls and
bellowings
floated even more softly now on the distant air.
Quincey shook her head.
"I will. Thanks, Eve," Barkworth said.
He went over to the Doanadar to get it..
"So..?" Quincey asked again.
"Unlike most other religions, science also seeks to describe its own
nature. What this often means is that it discovers
its own limits. Chaotic systems is the classic example. Science may
provide a complete description of a system with a simple mathematical
formula, but it cannot reliably predict the future behavior of that
system. The three-body problem for instance. Meteorology on most worlds
- Rock of
Ages almost being an exception. Sociology - indeed all the `isms' and
`ologies'
of science have probabilistic limitations as well as chaotic ones. With
ethics
and morality we are completely on our own - we can choose
our different
universes as the all but infinite variety of cultures in Paradise show.
But
science has nevertheless made a contribution in the way we think about
such
matters - "
" - Even if it provided us with new problems," Barkworth interrupted,
"from planetary pollution to the
Torsyne."
" - Certainly. But most of those have been solved in Paradise, haven't
they?" she pointed out. "We have
more freedom out here than any human species have ever had, at what is,
really,
a very small price. You mightn't like the Torsyne too much, but you
would
like the alternative even less. Want to go back to Jarra rather than
the
Rock?"
" - Good heavens, that's what
this has been all about, hasn't it?" Quincey looked all round at Eve.
"What
you've really been doing here is try to discourage us from forsaking
you
and running off to join the Verians. Isn't that right, Eve?"
"Yeah, good idea," Barkworth laughed. "Come on Quince. Let's do it,
shall we?"
But she just glared at him.
"Damn, you've spoiled my little
plot," Eve laughed. "You know, there's always going to be a nice, cozy
religion
out there somewhere with powers of persuasion good enough to pull even
you
two in. The Rock must have shown you that."
"I'll admit to no such thing unless you'll admit that everything you've
said to us about science is bullshit." Quincey
screamed the word at the top of her lungs.
"You mean, `get behind me, Satan?' Eve said. "Sorry, my dear, you know
every word I spoke was a fair and reasonable description of science."
"Can you deny it, Quincey?" Barkworth asked her. "Isn't it how we've
lived ourselves in the last eighteen-odd months we've traveled
together? You're so good at stripping the bullshit away
from other people when they make the odd stumble away from objectivity.
Your
turn now."
"And truth..?" She yelled at him.
"Come on, you know better than that," Barkworth replied. "Everything
Eve's said applies to that as well.
Like reality, you have to proceed as if truth does have independent
existence.
In fact I think what Eve has been telling us is as close to the truth
as
we shall ever hear in our lifetimes."
As they watched, that exquisitely beautiful and now deserted landscape
finally melted into its own fading light
as a profusion of closely-packed stars then came out all round them.
They
had Transferred into a galaxy or galactic cluster at a point somewhere
near
its center.
Quincey quickly looked round.
"Where are we, Eve?" she wanted to know. She had
completely forgotten herself.
"I had rather hoped you had forgotten to ask," Eve replied lightly.
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